Oops.
I dropped it.
Hm? What's that? What did I drop? Nothing special really. Yes. Nothing special. It's just a knife. A very dull knife at that. But it's still a knife, isn't it? And a knife is dangerous... a knife could hurt... a knife could kill. A knife isn't safe... no, not safe at all.
Haha. You must think that I'm in my room right now, with the door locked and the lights out, and me, poor, pitiful, pathetic little me sitting in the dark corner--- with the dull knife--- ready to kill myself. Ah, the drama; the thrill; the beauty.
Yes, beauty. I did say beauty and no, I hinted no sarcasm. Why beauty, you say? What's not beautiful
Oops.
I dropped it.
Hm? What's that? What did I drop? Nothing special really. Yes. Nothing special. It's just a knife. A very dull knife at that. But it's still a knife, isn't it? And a knife is dangerous... a knife could hurt... a knife could kill. A knife isn't safe... no, not safe at all.
Haha. You must think that I'm in my room right now, with the door locked and the lights out, and me, poor, pitiful, pathetic little me sitting in the dark corner--- with the dull knife--- ready to kill myself. Ah, the drama; the thrill; the beauty.
Yes, beauty. I did say beauty and no, I hinted no sarcasm. Why beauty, you say? What's not beautiful
Current Residence: Roanoke, vA Favourite genre of music: Whatever Operating System: AMD Athlon Dual Core Processor MP3 player of choice: iPod Skin of choice: Black Favourite cartoon character: Tweety Bird, Grim Reeper, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange Personal Quote: I have no allies, I have no enemies, I am alone.
Favourite Movies
Silent Hill
Favourite TV Shows
House, Ghost Whisperer
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Madonna, Metallica, Pink Floyd
Favourite Books
Anything by Stephen King, and recently Nora Roberts
I can't remember when the last time I posted a journal entry was, let alone a deviation. Thought I would at least post one of the two so that everyone knew I was alive. Things have been like a roller coaster, but I think the ride has finally come to a halt or I've been riding at the top for a very long time. LOL Anyway I'm doing well, if anyone is curious to know more just send me a note.
I hate the world. I hate my grandparents. I wish they were fucking dead. I hate Chrissy Waller, and her stupid mother fucking, bastard, dumbass boyfriend, Ronnie. I hate this fat bitch named Anette and especially her fat ass boyfriend whose dick is the size of a fucking pencil eraser. God people are so fucking dense and I can't believe that they actually think I could ever care about them. I know... I know, I'm a cold heartless bitch. Well guess what, I don't fucking care. Everyone can burn in HELL for all I care and God would have answered my prayers if he let it happen. But...wait...I forgot... God doesn't answer prayers. I don't think he
The last everyone knew, except for a few of you I
was MIA. Well, I got shipped off to a Treatment Center in Montana and was there for nineteen months of my life and then I was sent home for acting out. I am however doing a lot better. Things are way better off than they were before and I am in a state of mind that I have never experienced before. I have matured in many ways and am currently in Virginia. I'm still a little scatter brained sometimes but they have put their finger on some of the problems that are going on in my brain. I'm moving to Alabama so that I can go to a good High School down their and get a second chance. Got to go for
I'm doing well. Been through a lot since my last post but it's turned out for the better. I'm engaged and have a baby now. Something I never expected out of life. I couldn't be happier at this moment in time. How about you, what you been up to lately?